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    October 21

    恢复ing

        2005年大学毕业后,曾经和一个朋友聊过,当时说:觉得自己身上有些东西正在失去,说是品质也好,精神也好,明知失去了就不是自己了,却感觉越来越抓不住。朋友说如果换作他,就不那么痛苦,该失去的就让它失去,适应这个社会。我不赞同朋友的话,但之后自己一直处于一种中间状态,既无法如从前那样有坚定的信念,也无法做到混混噩噩什么都不想。
        这个状态一存在就存在了4年。我不想称其为堕落,也许迷茫更合适。
        好在最近终于感觉到自己正逐步地走出那个状态。遇到困难不再怕麻烦;遇到问题不再逃避;遇到未知事物不再懒得学习。也许积重难返,但是至少我还有开始的勇气,至少以后会永远向前。

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    珂玥wrote:
    不管如何,你肯定会和过往的你不同的。在变化的过程中,有的人像打了麻药,而你就像清醒的看到自己变化,然后思索这样变化对么?改怎么变。说实话,作为会自省的人就得承受那种痛苦,好像醒着看自己手术的痛苦。加油~~
    Nov. 4
    近来可好? 你在忙什么。
    Oct. 29
    jenny 7wrote:
    我认为反思可以让一个人更加的深沉
    不是我能够修炼的品质
    anyway,大家一起加油咯
    Oct. 28
    ywrote:
    人生像雾里看花,迷茫是难免的,但是心中始终会有希望,相信明天会更好的。
    Oct. 24
    To WUJue
    你是不是还在法国? 巴黎?
    Oct. 24
    Juewrote:
    一直很羡慕你坚定的样子啊
    (楼下的mr同学一样让我佩服)
    anyway,不管变不变,直指本心就成了
    Oct. 24
    太抽象了
    具体点!
    Oct. 23
    Jin Zhouwrote:
    To rongjenny:
    那是因为小花mm一直都很positive呀~~
    Oct. 23
    horgy Qianwrote:
    选择大于努力,迷茫应该是方向的缺失,不过从今天开始,一切都不会晚的!
    还是要恭喜美眉能走出“那个”状态,加油!~
    Oct. 23
    jenny 7wrote:
    惭愧一个,貌似我都没反思过~~~~
    Oct. 23
    希望你一直走在光明的路上
    Oct. 22
    :) 是成长,赋予了你新的勇气
    Oct. 22
    tristan alexwrote:
    赫赫,狮子的勇气
    Oct. 22
    开 云wrote:
    暗合
    Oct. 21
    Stanleywrote:
    加油!
    貌似我小学毕业后就进入这种状态了。惭愧!
    Oct. 21
    喆 戈wrote:
    我来顶了!
    Oct. 21

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